Sleep?!? What is that?!?
I just hit the wall! The wall of tiredness…I miss sleeping. I mean I do sleep but its not at all good sleep.Its mostly disturbed sleep. Every 3 hours sleeping for half an hour during the night it’s not good.I do however love cuddling and spending time with my little baby no matter the hour.
At the beginning of the week I thought that i finally crack it and Boogie is ok with the new baby and the baby finally got used to this world. Baby was feeding and sleeping a little bit better and boogie was finally starting to mellow.
But then everything went wrong. Looks like baby is going through a growth spur or something so I barely sleep at night and during the day I don’t manage to sleep at all…At the moment baby also sleeps next to me In bed for either the whole night or half of it. So as you can imagine…even when I get to sleep…the sleep is not the best one as I’m worried about something happening while she is next to me
Boogie also started having even more wee wee accidents than before and we end up with so much washing up I don’t think I will ever manage to catch up considering that the weather is really bad too…She had accidents In her bed and in the big bed too…I know that the main reason this is happening is because she wants more attention from us…I wish I had a bit more help so I can give her more attention but as most of my day is spent feeding the baby giving more its difficult. I’m sad for her but what can I do?
When my husband is at home she’s mostly his responsibility. In the evenings baby seems to want even more feeds. I wish that was making her sleep but it doesn’t…
I know things will soon change and we will get into some sort of routine and the day will be more structured.
But until then I will need to learn how to survive on little sleep if possible. Looking forward to the weekend as hopefully with hubby at home I will get to rest in the afternoon.