2012!!! Already? The last year seems a dream already and it’s only one day away! Some of my fellow mummy bloggers posted their resolutions for the upcoming year. For me the word resolution sounds a bit too harsh – maybe is the Romanian in me that doesn’t understand the exact meaning???? – it sounds like something I am going to have to do and i don’t want to put any pressure on myself. I think I am a lady a bit too depressed and anxious for that. So I’m going to tell you a little bit about my wishes for 2012.

So here it is…..I WISH:

…to be more patient with myself and people that surround me…daughter,hubby,parents especially….
…for my depression to go away as I really miss the happy me…
…to see my parents and sister more often….
…to communicate more with the world and don’t just close my feelings somewhere down there…
…to look in the mirror and finally like myself and maybe love myself somehow…
…stop being bothered about my weight and accept that some people are made to be the fatty ones…
…be a more understanding wife…and more of a lover…
…to be a better mum…and teach my daughter Romanian…
…to give my daughter a sibling…or at least conceive…
…to furnish or partly furnish…our house in Romania…we really want to spend Christmas there this year…
…to visit my sister in Italy again…and meet her sexy boyfriend…
…to call my friends more often for a chat….
…to respect myself more…and use makeup and go for a deserve massage and not feel guilty for spoiling myself…
…to visit Ireland or Scotland…never visited them and i’ve been living in England for 5 years…
…to care less about my job…and just look forward to the time I spend with my family…
…to smile and laugh more…
…to give more hugs and learn how to let go and receive hugs..
…allow more time for ME…a couple of hours at least and go to the gym…
…to bake more and learn more English recipes…
…to continue to develop my writing in English….as this will help my blogging…
…to be a better person all around.

That’s all!

I wish you all a HAPPY NEW YEAR full of happiness and love!