And i felt like crying instantly….
My daughter is right. Mummy can’t eat cakes anymore. Mummy needs to go on a DIET!
God how i hate this word!
But there is no other way for me….it’s either DIET or FATNESS!
I am cursed with genes that will not allow me to live a life without watching what i am eating.
It’s true. The only one that is a normal weight in my family is my sister.
I want my girls to grow up healthy so i will say goodbye to cakes, bread and alcohol.
I am going to try and eat as healthy as possible although my sin is not the fact that i am eating bad things. We don’t. I just eat too much. I eat because it makes me feel better….but it doesn’t…
So from now on i will watch the calories i am eating. Apparently i am to eat 1800 calories in order to lose weight that i want to lose.
And believe me there is a lot to lose! I have about 40kg to lose to go back to what i was weighing before i had Kara. Yup i am round!
When i came to England after i got married i used to buy clothes size 10-12 for tops and 12-14 for bottoms. Now…i am ashamed to say i am struggling to find any clothes size 16 that fit me…
Last week i had to buy underwear size 18-20 from Primark! I know i never thought it will ever happen!
I have big legs and tights! I have a big belly! Some people might say that i am PREGNANT!
So that is that! Enough is enough!
Any advice is more than welcome please!