My dearest daughters,
Watching you smile makes me realise how beautiful my life is. I love you both so much.
How can I regret being here with you when the life you offer me is so full happiness?
No matter where you go in life or who you grow up to be, I’ll always be right here, standing behind you… encouraging you both to live your dreams despite all.
I know sometimes I get upset and like any other parent I scream at you…but please do understand…I am also growing and understanding. Nobody just knows how to be a parent. We all have to learn how to. And as you and your sister are so very different you both have to be treated and parented in different ways. Sometimes is so exhausting….You will see. I hope you both get to be mothers some day.
Only this week I’ve been told by the psyhologist that I am a protective parent. At first I was a bit disappointed as I always thought I am quite a democrat…
You are both growing so fast…and I fear that I am letting life pass me by. I want to have enough time to make sure you know how much I love you and how much I want things to well with you. I want to have enough time to teach you well and I fear that without realising I make mistakes. I guess all parents are prone to make mistakes…
But despite making mistakes please know that I could never make you harm. I love you. And seeing any of you suffer tears me apart.