• Call it what you want…

    A while ago I wrote a post named Being Me… I was writing about my weaknesses…or maybe I should say that I was talking about things that do not make me the perfect woman… Today I feel even more like this. Today I feel like I am under a pile of rocks and nothing or nobody will make me come out from under there… I want to be alone but loved at the same time?!? Why do I think like this? Why can’t I just look at the good stuff in my life? Why can’t I appreciate who I am? I don’t like myself at all. I find all to…

  • Take That Concert – Me and my sister

    Fantastic! The concert was absolutely fantastic! and not only Take That but Pet Shop Boys as well! What a show and plus amazing songs! I can honestly say that it was worth it! I’ve been waiting for a Take That concert for 20 years and it finally happend! When Take That formed i was 11 years old and i used to be so inlove with Robbie! Back then I didn’t even knew what mean to fancy someone! My sister was telling me that she remembers that I even put up a poster on the wall with him! I felt like a teenager while Robbie was singing by himself! I am…

  • Being me…

    Ok people..this might sound a bit depressing…i think i just got use with the fact that i am who i am now…i am a BIG WOMAN! yep! or fat lady…how ever you put it i am over the average weight or better said i am not the ideal woman! I might be the ideal woman for some man or for my dear and lovely hubby but when i look in the mirror and sometimes can’t believe it’s me!?!? Is this me? i look like a woman now! I mean i am suppose to ..but i look too much like an old woman. i don’t even think that i look like…

  • MY MUMS

    My TWO MUMS…my mum and my grandmother – “mamaia” in Romanian. Two wonderful women that always gave me their love and not only…I love my mum a lot and I still miss my grandmother… my grandmother Milica … she left this world 3 years ago… It’s still so unbelievable…I will always think of her I always think of what she will say and how proud she will be… I will always regret I didn’t get to say goodbye….my heart hurts… I will always regret that she didn’t get to meet my daughter Kara. She would’ve loved her! And my daughter would’ve loved my “mamaia”… My mum suffered so much when…

  • More things that make me happy

    I wrote a post about this a few months ago…but here’s more: 1. To see my mum and dad playing with Kara and laughing 2. To see how much my daughter enjoys her grandparents and how much she misses them – she still asks about them a month after we left Romania 3. A sunny day 4. My sister coming to see me and to go to Take That concert toghether 5. A big latte brewed by my own coffee machine-bought by my lovely husband 6. My husband kiss 7. Going to the gym 8. My daughters big huggsto be continued….

  • 3 Good Reasons I am a Good Mum

    I know that my fellow mummy blogger posted this in January but i still think that this is a good idea so here you go… I am a good mum this week because: 1. I bought my daughter beads and threads as she enjoys making bracelets and necklace. Or better said she enjoys wearing them… 2. I prepare every single day her lunch and try to make what she likes; 3. I baked for my daughter a banana bread that she loved. I am a bit of a virgin when it comes to blogging though…haha Wondering if any of you writes this down????

  • Boogie at the wedding

    Weddings…how lovely…my cousing Stef got married in May. All family was there and of course Kara… i thought i should share some pics from the wedding here…