• An empty room…

    Tears are running down my cheeks… Hubby just sent me a picture with an empty room…. This is the place where we lived the last 3 years. And now Is empty… I will miss our small London apartment. I will miss the time we had there as a family…. First the three of us… And then the four of us… iLife of memories are running through my head… Good or bad I will remember them all… This is it. The chapter of flat 3 in Penrith street is now over. We will never go back….and I never been able to say a proper goodbye. Kara will remember where she spent…

  • Cup of Coffee

    Taking care of my “garden”

    Even before we got married Adrian and I decided that we will move to Romania before having kids. We said that we will only live in London for a couple of years. It didn’t happen. We just didn’t manage to save enough money to move to Romania. And we enjoyed our free life and without worries in London too so we didn’t rush. HAVING BABIES But in 2008, two years after we got married – Adrian was hitting 40’s the year after so we decided that it was time to start trying for a baby. I got pregnant very fast. Faster that I thought. And then while I was pregnant…

  • Things and change

    This last week was tiring and just a bit too much to to handle…  I feel exhausted.  I know that I feel so exhausted because I am pregnant and it’s something normal. I don’t remember feeling so exhausted last time when I was pregnant with my daughter though. This whole pregnancy is so much different then my first one! I can’t believe that I’m almost 20 weeks pregnant. Half way through my pregnancy…  In 20 weeks time i will be holding my new baby in my arms and my daughter will have a sibling to be proud of. Hopefully. These first 20 weeks went really fast and because now I…

  • Words of Wisdom – 30/4

    So what do I think about my last week? It wasn’t pretty let me tell you that. Felt a bit under the weather…and it was pretty ugly outside too…. I felt and feel like my heart is melting under pressure and fear. Change is about to happen in my life and I’m scared. I’m scared of what it will happen next. I’m quite a pessimistic person in general so you can imagine that when change happens to a person like me is quite hard to see the light of tomorrow. My life is not perfect but is what I got used to… And yes the words of wisdom for today…